Seriously, I just found myself that my contributions are contradicting and prejudiced. Just don't know why, I've got a "bro" whom is just an idiot. When he needed my car, I lent him out of goodwill and kindness, understanding that his car is an Off-Peak car and it's tough for him to pay for the usage, and now, when I need to borrow his car from him as I am in need of a car urgently, he refused! All he replied was, " really cant lei, sorry ah bro". If he needs to use his car, just tell me, don't need to reject me in this way. When he needs my car, I lent it to him without a word from my mouth, now I am just asking him to lend me his car for once, he is so reluctant!!! Oh my god!!! Gosh, I have been lending him my car more than asking him to lend me his!!! I am a responsible and trustworthy person, can't he see it for the past 5 years we have been together as bros? Do I look like or in fact, am I someone whom is nonchalant and will try to fan off my responsibilities when things happen? That's him as a matter of fact. What an idiot, I even told him that I will pay for the "E-license" immediately if he agreed to lend me the car and even offered to top up his petrol to full tank for him. He is really an idiot to reject a "bro" who is willing to offer such a good deal!!!Oh my god.

I think I shouldn't be so nice and kind towards him from now on. Since he don't treat me as his "bro", I treated him like myself and he wanted to behave like I am a stranger to him, fine!!! I'll take back what I have lent him and break our ties!!!