arrrghhh!!! i'm going nuts!!! i dun feel belonging to this home anymore!!!!! i've gt a selfish father who talks bad abt his family , doesnt pay home & hv no ability to support the family... it all depends on my mum to do it.... which is driving my mum to depression... thks to him , nw my mum is like a crazy woman.... everyday gt to stress abt $$$ issue , den aft which she will voice her prob to me whereby aft i listen to her & giv her solutions , she will start nagging at me for no typiical reason... wad a hypocrite..... this is nt a place to be called home & neither its a home which i wanted... its nt tht i dun wanna help as i'm worried abt my financial issue as well , i still gt alot of things to pursue , my studies ( till uni) , my class 4 & 5 driving license , my vocational license , my future & many other things tht has gt to do with $$$... they juz dun care abt my feeling& my situation nw...sstill wanna sae they love me , sacrifies for me... wad a joke.... i'm really lost nw... seriously... i'm going to suffer from depression & going crazy soon shld i continue staying in this hse.... cos of this i'm feeling very depressed & hav been losing slp these day.......

i'll become like this its cos of my father..... so shld i leave this hse or return the car keys to him... its all his fault..... he is the major cause of all these..... soon... when i gt a stable income... i'll nt stay in this hse any longer.. i seriously do hope tht time will change everything for me....

time flies... juz hope to get enlisted & finish the sickening NS fast & continue my studies & to get rid of all these probs... Shld i juz end my life so tht everything will be solved??

Before i end my post i'd like to thk some of my family members & my frens for showing me their concern towards me... i thk u all for tht... arigatoh