Wonder if my frenzs will support mi in the coming campus superstar audition on 16 March 2007 at Toa Payoh HDB Hub anot? Wonder to give it a try. Wonder if my vocal tone really sucks? How i wish to be the second version of 0lo shih feng , anyway , i've been trying to imitate him by singing his " bae zui" & "qian ying" but so far i only feel that i need to practice more sigh! Wonder if 1 day , will i become the Singapore's Lo Shih Feng (aka version 2). Hope so. Tml is chinese new year. Just to wish all my friends & families , a happy cinese new year , step step high rise , improve in ur studies & lastly , live healthy & happily Wow. Time passes fast. Chinese new year is coming , ah , sianz , this year , i dun think anyone will come to my hse for chinese new year , coz i cant go to ppl hse for cny & neither will ppl come to my hse i guess as my parents cant give ang bao to ppl this year. really damn sian! 14 Feb 07: Today , valentine's day , lol. So sad i've no charbo to go out wif. lol. nvm. my rarest sight today! Wonder why today yaoming is sort of " hot tempered " when i went to find his galsses with him at the band room , aft he got his glasses , i saw him kicking the rack quite violently then when he closed te door , he knocked the door hard also. Wonder why is he like that today , i thought he's friendly & gentle? Just wondering if he got any problems with him? i cant bear to see him like that 13 Feb 2007: Time speeds , now chinese new year coming , but no new year for mi this year , coz my ah ma juz passed away 2 mths ago , anyway , do hope that she's happy at heaven & will bless mi to pass my maths & n lvl. lol. Wtf , 7 more mths to n lvl , why is gahmen rusing like hell for n lvl? 5 Dec 2006: Ah! So long nv post le , so let mi just summarise my memories for 2006 , this day was my sad day , i had juz return back from genting 3 days ago & ytd , my ah ma is still ok wan , just that she's a bit weak , but then today , when my dad drove my maternal grandma home to Tg Katong , i was heading to hougang , where my ah ma lived with my 2nd uncle , to pay her a visit , but when i reached the carpark there , i looked beh my dads van & found a huge pile of bird shit behind! Then i went up to my ah ma's unit but nobody was at home , then i received a call from my aunt saying that she brought my ah ma to Peoples' Pk to see chinese sinseh & asking if my dad can drive them home anot , my dad said ok & then we set off to Chinatown. This is where things start to go wrong , as the only way from HG to chinatown is by CTE , my dad went by CTE but caught up with a jam , fuck CTE , 24 hour jam wan , then my dad diverted & we ended up going by Toa Payoh . When i reached Peoples' Pk , my aunt pushed my ah ma on wheelchair towards my dad's van , then while she was going up the van , my dad & aunt held her by the hand while mi & my bro held the wheelchair . When she got up , she stared at us , her mouth moved , but she cant talk , upon seeing this , my aunt asked my dad to rush her to SGH , 5 mins later , we reach SGH , my ah ma was rusehed to critical care department , 20 mins later , the doctor came out & told us that she may not be able to make it coz her colon cancer was advanced , even if they managed to save her , its gonna be temp. , they tried again , 10 mins later , a nurse came out & passed my aunt my ah ma's belonging & said that she really cant make it , upon hearing this , i was sad & cried when i see her body at DOA. sob...sob.. she was ok at first , why does this happened , i even promised her ytd that when i visit her tml , i will get her the mee sua which i bought fron genting , she was happy when she heard that & even praised mi that i'm fillial , but now , she cant manage to hv it. sob..sob