sian..... my life is like getting more & more boring , dunno wad am i thinking of lately.... maybe i'm starting to look back? i juz dunno y , i kept on having an unstable mind , keep on thinking of many many things..... actually my wish nw its juz to continue my studies , i juz wanna study up to uni , but i dunno can i or nt , or whether the god will give me a chance to let me study till uni or nt... my wish nw is to retake my o lvls & get in to Ngee Ann Poly.... which is my wish & my dreams for very long le... since my sec sch days.... all because i dun work hard in my N lvls which was why i ended up in this state , if i'd hv put in a little bit more effort in my N lvls.... I'd hv ended up in Ngee Ann nw... cos i missd sec 5 by 1 point.... tht was sad.... so nw.. I'd like to ask the god: Will i ever fulfill my wishes to go further in my studies? U know.... i really admire ppl who juz gt their driving license & manage to own a car.... especially ppl whose parents bought a car for them... for me... its a big no.... although my mum loves me... but i knew she will nv get me a car.... neither does my dad.... u know hw the feeling is to hv a license but u cant drive? Isn't it like a waste? Seriously , i like driving , somemore i also like Audi A4... but dun talk abt A4 1st , cos to own tht takes i think another 10yrs? ( aft i become a boss)... but juz a cheap & simple Chery QQ will do.... juz nw saw 1 normal plate de at $20k + , monthly instalment is at around $275? Quite affordable leh.... i really wish to get my own car..... i dun mind to share it with frens... cos aft all... by sharing with fren... the car is still 1/2 mine 1/2 fren de mah.... 1st of all... I'd like to thk everyone for wishing me Happy Bdae ytd... i really appreciated it alot... nw i'm a yr older le... means to sae , time is really flying like bullets...

Ytd can sae overall enjoyed , cos went to Party World KTV.... sang from 3 pm - around 7pm...

Can sae tht our human life is heaven's will.. whether or nt we will hv gd life its all up to the god.... there is nth we can do... ytd although i was happy.... i've also heard experiences of sad life , can sae tht life can be torturing at times , it might also be very tough & difficult to overcome it but still , we hv to face it in life as some ppl are born with wealth & happiness , but some are nt... thts the thing....

For me... i think i going to start saving $$$ le.... next yr when i go NS , i feel like pursuing Part - time diploma in law & aft which i tot of pursuing my interest of logistics diploma... before setting up my own company.... high chance tht i'll go be a lawyer for 2 yrs or so... den also work as a part time driver , so as to earn income for myself... as i believe everyone knows hw much does a lawyer earns....

Currently , i feel like saving $$$ to buy a car too... but i know i dun come frm a rich family & my life wasnt gd either... but i'm fine with it de as i'm already used to...

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