I'm nw dying for a laptop!!!! A laptop for both normal & gaming use.... f la... no $$$ lor... if not can buy liao... ytd night went to lot 1 courts , saw a Compaq laptop with 2GB Ram , 500GB harddisk de got promotion sale selling at $899 cheap sia... but too bad i no $$$ to buy & so as my parents but i dun wanna be a burden to them..... anyway to my parents , $899 is too ex.... so its 100% they wont buy for me de... especially my mum... so no choice lor.... nw i juz got to save $$$ to buy laptop lor.... wad to do... this is life wad... den tot of asking for instalment plan for tht laptop... the salesman told me the instalment for 12 mths will be $170/mth.... f la.... 170 X12= $2040 =.= , knn.... ask courts go rob the bank la... they are juz another loan shark lor..... den i calculate the interest : 899/2040 X 100 = 44% sia... wtf... cb la.... interest rate 44% isnt tht equivalent to the interest rate set by ah longs? too high la... nabae... so no choice lor... den they tell me for laptops suitable for both gaming & normal usage cost at least $1500.. nabae.... i tink i go save $$$ pay in full better... rather den the bloody high interest instalment.... so no choice lor...

The moral of this post is... if u buy something or borrow $$$ from ppl , the best is to pay up at one time... if not u will hv to face the consequences of high interest!!! Ytd went kbox with jiawei , marcus & their fren xinyu... hehe can sae quite enjoying.... sang all different kinds of songs... english , chinese , hokkien & cantonese... wah... the songs i pick all damn high tune de... hehe.... sing until a bit breatheless.... but nvm.... hehe.... before tht i went to marcus's hse to rest.... there nth to do... so listen to musics from his com & he sleeps soundly..... haha... den aft tht took 99 to clementi there..... reach there around 6.30 sang till 10pm... can sae i've an enjoyable night.....

Then at night cant slp... although very sleepy... dunno y.... stary thinking of things again... nabae... y am i always like tht? soon i'm gonig to go crazy!! anyone can advise me?

Den nowadays at home... i'm finding studies & life boring... juz dunno y.. i wanna study & wanted to study ( self study i mean).... but juz dunno y i cant do it... i juz cant concentrate!!! wtf.... now i start to think of my past happy life again!!! juz dunno y... i'm not inspired to do anything!!! started to look down on myself le.... only noe how to play... slack & hang out with frens only..... sob...

nobody knows my life.... but den... now to make me think of the past & now..... i'll treasure everything i hv now... like friendship.... ( i guess now u guys will noe wad i REGRETTED the most)... now must start to treasure wad i've regretted..... so to sae "Thank you" to my so called " companions" which i always call it as "bros"

zzz.... haizz....

wad is life? Ytd , went to k box at broadway cinema at Ang Mo Kio Ave 6 with my dad , bro , aunt & my ah gong... wah.... the k box class sia... big sofa , lcd tv all like new leh.... den sang from 11am - 2pm , den took some promotion flyers...hehe....

today... same lor.... dunno y these few days i find myself getting very sleepy & work up very easily.... den come to library tot of revising my work & study de... but i dunno y come to library le cannot study leh? Juz dun feel like studying... dunno y also... i guess i dun get motivated or inspired.... haizz..... wad should i do now? i dun wanna waste my mum's $$$ on my o lvls..... Today tot of going to marcus' their chalet to slack de... but when i reach Pasir Ris , i took 354 , tot of calling him when i board the bus but i called him when i boarded the Coasta Sands Resort Shuttle Bus , den he tell me he still at City Hall , so i alighted at Coasta Sands & walked back to Downtown east there opp blk 465 there took 21 back to Pasir Ris Int.... den reach pasir ris interchange i went to toilet... aft tht came out saw marcus & jiawei so we go white sands walk... den go kopitiam there chat while their classmate alex was eating.... den saw gatti with a group of his frens there.... wad a coincidence... aft tht we go int i took 88 to bishan for my night class while they 2 took 354 to chalet... now the both of them like buddies sia... lol... hehe....

But juz now during my night class i started to imagine things again... in fact now i guess.... maybe is due to stress or tiredness tht made me imagine things.... haizzz.... den i looked up the night sky.... emo.... as i was looking up the sky... i started to recall back the happiest the of the past... its memorable & kinda nostalgic.... i missed those days.... how i wish i could turn back the clock & enjoy it PROPERLY..... i was the one who dun treasure it during those times.... but now its over.... everything its over... den i started realizing it... i really regretted it... but its too late.... hope tht i'll be given this chance in future or in my next life... i'll surely treasure it..... so juz to sae sorry to my frens / buddies who hv spent these times with me... i'm sorry tht i was too naive or guai lan... pls forgive me of it..... from now onwards... i'll treasure my friendship/brotherhood like gold.... to spent every moment of enjoyment with them happily & let such happy memories stay before it is all over..... but despite all those things which i've not done right... my frens/bros still stood by my side... treating me like theirs.... i appreciated it alot... thanks... but y is it tht only until now den i start to wake up from my world? Now i can only taste this thrilling happy moments in my dreams & when looking at photos... most of all... the past section of my blog.... Maths.... Maths .... Maths..... i need help!!!!juz dunno y until now i still cant understand or do it well.... i need it in my o lvls if not cant even go higher nitec or poly!!! i forgot how to do most of it le.... sob.... :'(.... die la like tht.... now i wonder how? if mr kamal got time or not leh... die la.... Well glad to see my "bro" marcus has his blog liao... hehe... quite a nice one.... nw we can always tag each other.... nice life... but my blog post is more abt my previous life.... so can sae quite interesting & boring.... Yesterday went to meet my "bros" marcus & jiawei at clementi market for lunch & aft lunch go slack at Blk455 i tink... den when slacking i revise some of my maths.... well... aft tht took 189 with jiawei den start talking abt marcus thing... but not be be elaborate further as i dun want ppl who are nosey or spy & especially ppl whom are rivals with me & marcus to know it & den find trouble at us.... aft tht ytd i wentr for my maths night class... my maths teacher , mr kamal teach us sets... well quite interesting although its a bit boring but its damn easy to understand leh... must better den vectors which is hard to understand.... My blog song , 25 Minutes by Michael Learns to rock:



25 Minutes - Micheal Learns To Rock :

After some time I've finally made up my mind
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I'm sorry about the things I've done

I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she's crying while she's saying this

Chorus:
Boy I missed your kisses all the time but this is
Twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late

Against the wind I'm going home again
Wishing be back to the time when we were more than
Friends

Still I see her in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she cried while she's saying this

Chorus

Out in the streets
Places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
Inside my head
Still I can hear the words she said

I can still hear what she said Ouch....my left shoulder is aching... all because of an accident yesterday.... was assisting chinaman ( zhong guo zai) to take worker... was taken off service aft finishing our trips in the morning... was travelling smoothly on PIE with quite a heavy traffic... den near exit 26A.. there , the bus i'm in dunno y also... suddenly braked hard but crashed onto a Honda Civic sport car in front of us... the impact threw me forward & i hit the front windscreen & now it has a crack thts how i hurt my shoulder.... aft tht take down details le... aftnoon go make report... i went to the doctor the doctor sae my shoulder swollen... no big deal actually.....

the day before , yuda jio me out for steamboat at bugis to celebrate jiawei bdae.... thx... but i'm sry i cant go due to my night classes.... sob...

juz now as i was coming home in the mrt... i heard a lady calling me... i turned around & was surprised to see Mrs Seam.. my LPD teacher last yr... she told me i should hv looked for her for appeal to go higher nitec but... aiya tht time nv tot of this... if yes maybe i give a try still got hope maybe coz she devotes me alot.... sure sae gd things abt me de.... but when she heard tht i'm taknig up o lvls... she told me to work hard & who knows i may go poly... which is wad i hope to... haizz... but i dun get the inspiration... only know how to play only.... cant waste my parents $$$ la...

was looking at the nostalgia pics of my life.... was kinda nostalgic to recall the times when i was in sec 4 & ITE where i spent time together with my gangs & bros.... but now.... i really miss them... its all over.... tot of meeting them & go out one day... coz long time nv see them & go out with them le... i start to think abt them... wonder how hv they been? i also wish i'd hv the time to go back to ITE clementi to meet by 2 bros whom are frens nw... tht is jiawei & marcus..... Today juz to wish jiawei & my bro a happy belated bdae!!! May ur wish come true & stay joyful forever.... well actually yuda jio me out to go for a steamboat de.... but too bad i got nite class today... if not can go liao... sob :'( now i really regret for not studying hard last time... if not today i dun need to go for night class & can hv lots of freedom with frens... juz hope to see them soon....