Today was my my english oral... can sae quite ok is tht i'm juz too nervous tht i keep pausing when the examiner ask me questions.... dunno hw well will i do sia.... i dun wanna fail it coz i wanna go poly next yr , if nt at least higher nitec or can get me a cert to go to spf can le.... Today woke up at 8.30am coz nth to do so slept longer lor.... ytd reach home at 11pm aft my little india trip... but i'm getting more & more uninterested in it le.... last time always longing to run but nw abit regret le.... coz my boss pay me $8 per trip.... juz imagine from 4 pm - 10.15pm 6 hrs 15 mins i run only 2 trips , therefore made $16 only... heart pain sia..... last time i can run more trips de.... all thanks to those chinamen eat $$$$ den nw my boss ask me to take down their departure time... den somemore at night gt to go the pick up point ( towards kranji) there to see gt LTA or SSTA ppl come & catch buses or not... coz my boss run this illegally.... but no choice , in order to survive , this is wad they must do.... den i do our this extra job i dun even get paid for... so wads the point??

Tmr when i go back to my dad's office i'll go tell my manager my last trip running little india will be on 27 Sept... aft which i'll only come on weekdays , while weekends & PHs i'll go ichiban esplanade there to work... , heard from my "bro" saying tht as waiter is $6/hr so work 9 hrs i gt $54 per day le.... seems better rite? Den at the end of sept , i'll ask him to bring me down there for interview lor... 9pm at least i go home only 10pm only mah... still ok...

But nw the prob is my dad.... i always wanted to go out to find a job since sec 4 but my dad always forbid de.... he wants me to help him.... but den u see la... like tht hw to help... ? i work extra ( which is wad i'm nt suppose to do) but dun get paid extra... so wad is the point? when the time comes , i'll tell my dad... if he forbid den i gt no choice but to 翻脸 already lor... if nt he always borrow $$$ from me... i get broke very soon de...

大海 - 陈伟联

从那遥远海边慢慢消失的你
本来模糊的脸竟然渐渐清晰
想要说些什么又不知从何说起
只有把它放在心底

茫然走在海边看那潮来潮去
徒劳无功想把每朵浪花记清
想要说声爱你却被吹散在风里
猛然回头你在那里

如果大海能够唤回曾经的爱
就让我用一生等待
如果深情往事你已不再留恋
就让它随风飘远
如果大海能够带走我的哀愁
就像带走每条河流
所有受过的伤
所有流过的泪
我的爱
请全部带走

this is in his latest album... this song is one of my favourite... quiten touching man!!!! hi guys!!! i'm back to post again... well actually i gt nth to sae de... but no choice juz feel like blogging so blog lor... anyway... can sae i've finish my top secret task.... censored... juz need to edit & i can sae its 大功告成... actually nt a big task la.... zzz.... time flies & next friday will be my challenge... tht is ENGLISH ORAL.... i'm looking forward to a job... at ichiban esplanade together with my "bro" de.... but.. i need time to discuss but i've talked to my mum le.... she didnt object... she sae is up to me... but den the prob nw is my dad... i haven't let him know yet.... coz i know if i let him know nw he'll sure reject me de... i dun wanna cause trouble & i'm a person who doesn't like to cause or find trouble to others & myself.... so i guess i'll discuss with my " bro" first... den if get in le... den i let my dad know... most probably i'll start either end of this mth or next mth... coz i need to talk to my dad's manager sae i'll help them on weekdays ( coz weekdays i gt night class!!!)... den work at ichiban on weekends... $6/hr i wan sia.... my current job on sundays on little india express is $8/trip & somemore from 5 - 10 like tht 2 trips only $16? wtf.... thts y...

I'm lost nw... really lost nw... coz i need $$$... gt things to plan la... need to save $$$ for my future , my currrent allowance & my bdae thingy... many more.... think i shall stop these here...

Bros... I've having my bdae BBQ on 26 Sept at West Coast Area 2 ( Pit 2)... hope to see u guys there!!! Pls let me know if u are coming so tht i can order sufficient food... so far i only know Marcus is coming... i'll let u all know the time asap.... Today went to meet my "bro" marcus to pass him the microsoft office softwarelong time nv see him le... seem to hv slimmed down a little ..... den slacked at his hse downstairs for a while den went up to his hse..... aft tht he change le we rest a while go lan shop d/l songs & look at my favourite car... Volvo S40... hehe.... aft tht went slacking a while again once more.... den i went home to bath & go for night class...... nw at home doing something..... but its a TOP SECRET.... not to be mentioned further....

ytd as i was in ITE Bishan for my SS lesson , during breaktime... i stared at the dark sky donig some reflections of myself & my life.... thts all i can sae.... my heart is in eclipse nw...

And one last thing before i end my blog post... i'll like to sae thx to him for giving me his PSP charger as my charger is defective.... wad a nice bro.... i treasure him alot... lol.... ok i shall not talk anymore if nt ppl might think i'm gay or talkative.... Hi guys.... it has been a very long time since i last posted , coz nth to post... haha.... well... was kinda missing my "bro" Marcus as i've nt been seeing him for a very long time.... i wonder hw is he nw? Heard tht his exams are round the corner... so am i... my english oral is juz abt 2 wks from nw... time really flies.... my mind is still lost... whether or nt to celebrate my bdae this year? anyway was kinda missing my sec sch bros , like jiawei , yaoming , yuda , gattison & nicholas... i hv nt been seeing them for a very very long time le...