Today is the end of the verdict of episode 1. It's kinda sad ending whereby the god is playing a trick on us, i just don't know why is it that people who are good and honest don't get the good blessings from god, but mean people gets god blessing. For example, a mean criminal can escape from the bars of justice for 20 yrs? Some are not even punished, but good people gets the retribution, god is really being unfair to us.

Now looks like got to come up with plans for episode 2, so that it will turn out smoothly as travelling on the rough terrain is hard and painful. I'd say that last week or even the week before, we're overjoyed for nothing, not knowing that god is actually playing tricks on us. haizz... I guess this is life of an innocent.

Emo~ Time flies, its coming to an end of September now, my heart is still worrying about tomorrow and feeling anxious about October. Tomorrow, I just hope that the results of something that I've been thinking of will be out as it has been delaying for quite some time already, but wonder should I know the outcome? Just in case if it turns out the other way? I'm just getting worried.

After which, Wednesday will be my 3rd kei bai's, cheeky poh's birthday, will be celebrating for him too, after which will be my birthday, which means I am a year older, more stress and more responsibilities for me tough.

I still have things to pursue, my Class 4 and 5 license and my bus vocational license and I'm going Genting on 19 October for a 3 days 2 nights tour with Marcus' family, so good la, at least can enjoy with them, hoping for a Five Stars MAN 24.440 HOCL-R coach or the Scania KEB(6X2).

After which, I really need to save up money to pursue my studies as well as to set up my business in future.

But my main concern is still tomorrow, hope that there will be no more delays and everything will be smooth.... sigh~  Back to blog again, sian, today I had an ''awkward predicament' about the thing that is still bothering me. Wonder what is the outcome tomorrow, this outcome has been delayed since tuesday. but now i seem to get more and more worried about the outcome thinking that what if it fails. I'm getting more and more anxious, but if it fails which means i have to confine myself & get away with it.

Is this heaven's will or an awkward predicament? Well, today can say i was quite relieved of the outcome, but still quite worried about tomorrow due to the fact that its gonna be 2 more checkpoints and conference to go through before the reveal of the confirmed answer... Just hope that god give its blessings all the way...


Secondly, I'd like to share something about human nature from my own personal experience, well I can say that people tend to get envious over each others' strength which resulted in criticism and / or sacarcism, but apparently, people whom are obnoxious will stereotype others which I've seen through as there are a lot of such people around in the society, just got to bear and live with it.

Haizz.... ultimately, i'm still worried about the final answer, although stakes are high, but its still not the 100% yet, which is what that is bothering me now... It has been nearly 2 yrs since i last updated my blog, now that i'm back to update apparently due to the fact that i just wanna update my dead blog. haha, i shall say no more....

Time flies, now that i am left with 7 months + to ORD, i am happy that i'm gonna be free soon, but its also a turning point for me due to the fact that i am pursuing my studies further and then i will have to hold the responsibility as a son, a man as well as a father. As days passes by, we're getting older and older, i'd just tell myself that let nature takes its course whether what is becoming of me, i am not interested, although i have plans to set up my own transport business in future.

Talking about friendship, well I've made quite a number of friends while serving NS, although most of them are just merely friends, but now, I have got 3 "sworn bros", 1 of them is which i knew him for years while in school, while the others i knew them in camp. Can say that its quite a fruitful experience as I'll be missing them soon.

I would say the most interesting friendship I have came across is a friend whom I knew him since his OJT in my camp, we started as normal "hi and bye"friends and then subsequently, we became close which i dont know why, maybe its god fated or so & now he is my 2nd "sworn bro", quite interesting as I only knew him for 6 months only...

Well, I'm still anxious and worried about tomorrow as something concerning me is going to happen, i just hope that my wish will be granted & i think shall not reveal further as it might cause misunderstandings...

Before i end my post, I'd say my past few days were my most happiest days as I seriously enjoy spending time wif my sworn bros & going out for bus rides (although I drive often).

Last but not least, I'd like to thank 3 my sworn bros for sharing our happiest moments together, my days & time would not be enjoyable without you all. I'd try to maintain this kind of friendship as long as it can last or forever.