hi everyone... i'm back to post again... well... as i said in my previous post tht i've passed my final theory test... nw i've booked the traffic police driving test.... on the 14th of June in the morning while my "bro" marcus' test is in the afternoon... well hope tht i can one time pass... really my chiong & focus on my driving le.... today during my driving... went to tht ulu abandoned army camp circuit to practice the circuit course... 1st time trying slope , crank course & S - course... can sae its my 1st time so not very gd at it.... but as time goes by i believe i should have no prob... somemore today it was raining heavily... i was like cant control the car well... while doing crank & S - course... i kept on turning too wide & kept on striking the kerb.... knn... the kerb was damn thin... but must really practice more la... if nt test cant pass... going to waste $150... still gt alot of things havent learn yet... the paralell parking... parking & direction changing lot.... hv to master all this to tip toe condition before going into SSDC circuit as my current standard still not fit to go into driving centre circuit as there are alot of cars there.....

This morning , i went to Bugis kwan inn temple to pray to thk god for the blessing for letting me pass my ftt & somemore i asked kwan inn to bless me once more... to get enrolled into my appealed higher nitec course ( which is my GREATEST wish) den my mum draw lot for me... my lot has a gd interpretation but cant really remember wad it says as i dun hv the lot with me now.... so aft all i really wish to get into higher nitec....

And i've made a deal wif my "bro" marcus saying tht if i passed my driving test on tht day... i'll drive him to ssdc for his test if i can get a vehicle to drive.... i'll try to get it.... Just now went to SSDC (Singapore Safety Driving Centre) at Woodlands Ind Park E4 , to book for my traffic police test... well my test day is on 14 June 9.15am , 2 mths from now , but like quite fast leh... really gt to catch up with my driving skills le.... if not i'm in trouble... cos quite rush & i want 1 time pass... if nt waste $$$.... somemore heard from ppl saying tht SSDC circuit quite hard to pass but i tell myself... nth is going to stop me.... so long as i work hard... i believe tht no matter hw difficult the circuit... i'll still pass... think thts all bah... Today is the day where my final theory test is & guess what? I passed my final theory test!!!! So as my "bro" marcus , he did it too!! Congrats... haha... soon we'll be holding to our license le... but think i better nt be too happy just yet as the most challenging task will be happening soon... that is the driving test... its the hardest & most difficult test to pass... so whether or nt i'll succeed in my driving test & get my precious license... it all depends on fate & the god's decision...

Right now i've only 1 more wish that i hope that it will be granted.... that is my Higher Nitec in banking course which i appealed for..... i really hope that by the end of this month , the section head will call me to tell me the outcome as i've been longing for it... if not den i'll go & study in kaplan university to get diploma , degree & masters in law and / or banking & logistics or even political science.... but i know that is expensive... so i pray very hard that i'll get this wish granted....

Was listening to a sad song by Evan Yo called 发光的简讯 The shining sms.... quite a nice song that makes someone cry , a song that makes ppl think of the memorable pasts....

发光的简讯 - 蔡旻佑

把手机贴的近一些
心还是飘在雨点
听你担心我太忙太累
舍不得解释着你的一切
伤痛不讲 笑着说谎
假装快抓到梦想
放在桌上 泡面变凉
思念 却变更烫
发光的简讯 像一颗星星
掉进了我漆黑的眼睛
点亮熄灭的勇气
呐喊着决定
用一生 来证明
在黄昏看着鸽子飞
为什么会流眼泪
盯着天花板 不能入睡
怕梦见你藏背后的伤悲

你知道我多么牵挂
所以才拼命开朗
我知道你 多么体谅
所以怕你逞强
发光的简讯 像一颗星星
掉进我漆黑的眼睛
点亮熄灭的勇气
呐喊着决定
用一生 来证明
发光的简讯 想抛下身体
让我拔出低潮的情绪
只要 有你的肯定
我就能飞行
用成功 来证明 我爱你

Even Evan Yo was sheding tears while he sang this song。 Before i end this post.... i'd like to thk 2 person whom is up there granting my wish of passing my final theory.... tht is my ah ma & of cos my "bro" marcus' dad... i would like to say "thank you" without your blessings , i'd nt get wad i wanted now... thank you!!!!