I just don't know why is it that I'm still awake at this hour? I'm feeling sleepy and yet I couldn't sleep, just don't know why. Maybe I'm thinking of something deep in my mind? But I'm not sure though, as I don't even know what I'm thinking about seriously.

Well, as days passed I know that I am going to ORD in less than 6 months time, although its kinda happy that I am going to be free, but is kinda sad also as I am going to miss my hard core buddies I have made during my days in NS. I have faced all kinds of people and mainly all kinds of challenges I have in NS.

Just want to ask a simple question here, how do you define leader? I guess the answer is someone leading an organisation etc. But to me, leader does not basically means that. To me, a leader is someone whom is able to lead with efficiency and who cares about the people within his/her care. I have come across a leader whom is inefficient, hypocritical, nonchalant and is someone whom is unapproachable. Well its kinds disappointed and I often ask myself, why do we have this kind of leader around us?