I dunno y whenever i come to bEO lesson i always find it damn boring.... today in BEO lesson.... nth to do , i sat next to the window , looking at the sky & scenery ourtside... can sae emo la..... i looked at the sky , asking the god in my heart.... hope tht it will turn life better for someone , make life filled with happiness , i also prayed to god hope tht god will bless and make him clear his debts.... coz marcus is just another me.... a history of me.... wad he face now , is wad i face 2-3 yrs back.... although mine is not tht SERIOUS!!! coz of this we become bros , i treat him like my younger bro or sometimes even treat him like another me!!!! i'd like to help ppl , this is my character , but god doesnt allow me too.... seems quite unfair.... but no choice... life is nv fair.... wad to do? its like tht means is like tht , if i happen to go beach again or better still with him... i do hope the big sea can take away all the pain & tears and sorrow...