Haizz..... long time nv post liao coz no time to post + now my com spoil..... sigh~ no maple no msn!!!!! ytd was youth day , didnt go sch... by right i should hv went.... last friday went back to sqss to take my testi together with nicholas... met him at his house downstair there de coffeeshop , he was having lunch with his mum & sis... wow... den aft tht went up to his house to wait for him... aft tht we go sqss together , den as we were walking along the corridor , he threw a tissue paper down from the corridor... wad sia..... lol. den walk towards lakeside mrt.... we chat happily & walkled , listened to his life in the past... den saw somne students in front of us walking slowly & smoking , den nick told me not to learn from them , by picking up smoking.... well i heed to such advise coz i dun wanna turn bad like wad he used to be last time coz to change over a new leaf its totally hard... i cant see from him tht he controlled hinmself alot so as to become a better person , there is a saying in chinese , it takes 3 days to learn bad but takes 3 yrs to be good.... aft tht stay at sqss DNT wrokshop see him helping gatti they all do DNT.... den i left earlier and forgot tht his testi was in my bag!!!!! den he call & aft tht i went to his house to pass him back the testi...

Today i really hate it.... nabae... i got name for them to call they dun call... tht bloody bala call me wad u know? underpantrs. ask him go fuck his mother la.... bloody hell... thts y i sae my life in ite is like hell!!!!! nabae.... now my turn to become emo liao lor.... everytime when they call me this i feel like giving them a punch on their face , i dun mind to get attrited , the most is i stop studying liao lor... wads the big deal? but i control... coz my "bro" nick always tell me dun learn bad... its hard to change... thts y i control only like him , i seen his blog tht he controlled & dun always rush to fights... this is wad i tell myself also..... really hope tht one fine day nicholas got time to come my sch.... coz i only see him once a week its super short!!!!!!! tot of hanging out with him one day so as yuda they all.... at least by doing these i make myself happy a bit. last time always have lessons together but now.... i'm like sort of all alone... with an emo & bored life. can anyone try to cheer me up?