Well i really feel stupid for:
1. being such a two sided person;
2. being rash at times
3. doing things where ppl feel dissatisfied

this is wad i'm going to tell myself:
sweeheng.... pls be a gentleman
dun be innocent or guilty juz be urself as wad u are formerly
where are all ur attitudes towards yuda yaoming they all?
y hv u been like tht so suddenly?
if u are stress up & dunno wad u are doing..... den dun do things in ur own way....
where are all ur true kindness in the past?
how did u behave for u to get kindness award every year in class last time?
come on edward.... u are not tht kind of person
pls be back on wad u used to be last time , those days where u are formerly
u are always being a nice person in ur frens eyes
dun be imp[atient , juz be patient & wad u want will come to u
dun rush for it as u may fall when rushing
come on sweeheng u are already coming to 17 soon
u are matured & sensible
stop being a juvenile & cant tink
u must satisfy the world , the surrondings & not being guilty & / or innocent
u are human... things tht oters cant do u can do it as well....
juz refurbish urself before u are worn.....

Well...... y am i bluffing myself with my fake chracter? dun feel dissatisfied with urself.... juz be satisfied with urself & like urself... if u cant do it.... u wont be satisfied to others....
give urself a break.... u will definitely be a better person..... it takes time , pls be patient sweeheng... dun be impatient.... its nv too late to change.... if u dun change u will become someone whom u dun like it to be also....

So take a look at ur previous posts.... u will surely be back to wad u are formerly.... wad hv u done to ur frens to make them feel happy abt u.... example... being generous to yuda by wad u hv done.... u gave him ur uniform when he says his is spoilt... do the same now.... be generous & go the extra mile for ur frens.... this thing u hv done is juz 3 wks ago..... see sweeheng.... because yuda wanted ur uniform.... u can wake up at 6am & go all the way down to jurong east , ur sch & pass him ur uniform.... so y cant u do something like this now?

thts is wad my heart is telling me to type.... which is wad i feel now.....