My life , my days , my wish my hopes. wad is it i want actually? actually my aim for this year is all set to o lvls , NOT ITE!!!! I ended up at ITE is because my results FORCED mi to go there , my n lvl results are : English ; B4 , Maths; B4 , chinese; B3 (why not A2)???? , science ; B4 & CH; C5 , i dropped my art coz my art damn sux , the most i get is C5. no cohice but now to study hard for my o lvl , i get into ITE is not because i like it , i juz wanna learn some skills , in other words , juz to keep myself occupied den to stay at home & do nth , i noe tht if i stay at home the whole day , i'm going to be lazy , eat , sleep , play only , i cant push myself to study , but when i'm in ITE , like i said not because i like it , but mainly juz to cheer mi up to encourage mi to study for my o lvls , at least i'm in sch rather than at home doing nth , at ITE not only i can encourage myself to study & do well for o lvls , it reminds mi tht ITE is not wad i want. Now i'm realli lost , i've no interest in ITE at ALL , i go there juz to push myself & to force myself to study!!!!!! wad should i do? I dont wanna waste my mum's $$$$ by failing o lvls!!!!

In ITE , i choose to be alone at times as being alone , not only i learn & force myself to be independent , but to tell myself , i must stand up for myself in my o lvls to get my target of 10pts cut off ,but now , i wonder should i focus on o lvl or stay at ITE??? I wanna get into poly next yr!!!!!!