sob.... i've juz finished listening to a mournful tawanese song called: 不愿放开你的手 (not willing to let go). This song is so sorrowful tht the singer sing until his tears started running down his face. Even after i listen to it , my tears even started to roll down , dun tok abt singing it. This songs tells a story of someone reminiscened his past when his beloved is still around , not tht he's gone , he tried to thank him & tells tht he is now alone , like a small little boat in the big sea travelling alone.

Well i wept after listening to this song as last year when i was in 3.4 , i branched away from my frenz like jiawei yaoming who has been with mi for 2 yrs & i'm not willing to let go my hands away from them.

Now , as i listened to this song , i sobbed as to thank them for the time we've been together , we brought each other together , faced our winter without fear , take our challenges day by day , encourage ourselves tht we must work hard & strive. Now tht (sometimes) , i'm alone , i'm juz like a small little boat in the big sea alone , tink of the times where they had a hardlife , this let my tears rolling down my face , i felt pain in my heart. thought of our happy days , happy moments , nv be apart , thought of the advises u made to mi , how am i gonna retuen this gratitude?

THe above is wad i thought of when listening to this song , quite sad arr , actually i tot of posting the lyrics here , but i dun want , later i scared they see only start crying :'( anyway i'm gonna sing this song when i got a chance to go to k box with them. (they / them = u noe who u are , my best buddies)