Today is sportsday. Bloody hell see peh sian ley... nth to do... wat can i do , no one wants mi to run coz maybe they think i'm slow.. but why cant they juz give mi a try? ah... its over perhaps is i 用心良苦却成空 , next time i dun want to be so 用心良苦 liao. i trained myself so hard to run fast and now i did it & den i got no chance , i worked so hard & be the best & now wad i get in the end? NOTHING BUT SHIT!!! sometimes i'm asking myself , whether should i be nice , gentle & humble or to be stubborn , i think next time i better be a bit pandang / tiki. ah~ today yaoming ran 2 times , 1 is baton rely for class & the other for band , run until in the end he's so dehydrated (actually can be seen from the way he run the 2nd time) and nearly fainted! I stayed with him in the toilet so as to make sure nth happen to him , juz in case he faint , i can call for medics as its better to play safe than sorry. when i see him in this situation , my heart kept on beating as my heart is akready in my mouth , i was so worried & scared as i'm worried / afraid that he'll faint. Wow.. wad a day! I think i saved the day today lolx.