5 Dec 2006: Ah! So long nv post le , so let mi just summarise my memories for 2006 , this day was my sad day , i had juz return back from genting 3 days ago & ytd , my ah ma is still ok wan , just that she's a bit weak , but then today , when my dad drove my maternal grandma home to Tg Katong , i was heading to hougang , where my ah ma lived with my 2nd uncle , to pay her a visit , but when i reached the carpark there , i looked beh my dads van & found a huge pile of bird shit behind! Then i went up to my ah ma's unit but nobody was at home , then i received a call from my aunt saying that she brought my ah ma to Peoples' Pk to see chinese sinseh & asking if my dad can drive them home anot , my dad said ok & then we set off to Chinatown. This is where things start to go wrong , as the only way from HG to chinatown is by CTE , my dad went by CTE but caught up with a jam , fuck CTE , 24 hour jam wan , then my dad diverted & we ended up going by Toa Payoh . When i reached Peoples' Pk , my aunt pushed my ah ma on wheelchair towards my dad's van , then while she was going up the van , my dad & aunt held her by the hand while mi & my bro held the wheelchair . When she got up , she stared at us , her mouth moved , but she cant talk , upon seeing this , my aunt asked my dad to rush her to SGH , 5 mins later , we reach SGH , my ah ma was rusehed to critical care department , 20 mins later , the doctor came out & told us that she may not be able to make it coz her colon cancer was advanced , even if they managed to save her , its gonna be temp. , they tried again , 10 mins later , a nurse came out & passed my aunt my ah ma's belonging & said that she really cant make it , upon hearing this , i was sad & cried when i see her body at DOA. sob...sob.. she was ok at first , why does this happened , i even promised her ytd that when i visit her tml , i will get her the mee sua which i bought fron genting , she was happy when she heard that & even praised mi that i'm fillial , but now , she cant manage to hv it. sob..sob