28 May 06: Wat a bloody fucking day! Today it was my parent - teacher meeting , when my mum when to see Daniel Chua , Pauline Fun there sia , then , they both talked abt my bad things , not a word of good things , then say wat , i always mix around with ppl like henry & end up got distracted and dun pay attention in class , fuck sia , they dun understand la , so wat if i mix wif henry? he's my fren aft all wat! Wats more Daniel even scolded mi infront of my mum , make mi so malu in front of my mum & worst of all , infront of Henry! I felt so ashamed that i cried & i thought to myself that wat will Henry think of mi as he heard it? How i hope that i can get put of this fucking class , I HAD ENOUGH!!!

29 May 06: Well , just recalled memories of my past 2 yrs in Shguqun , well really , now i started to miss my frens in 3.3 , ppl like yaoming , yuda , jiawei & leslie. How i wish to get back to their side again , but i noe this is impossible. Actually i also pantang wan la , always think that Henry is the best , but now , i regretted deeply , blame it on mi that i've not been treating yaoming they all well passed 2 years with them , aft this thing in 3.4 happened to mi , irealized my mistake & i noe that how gd it is to treat others well & i knew that i've not been doing it , especially to yaoming they all , missed ur cute face & the days that we spent together enjoying , wateva it is , now i'd like to take this oppotunity to apologise to u guys , sry! i promised that if i got a chance to get back to their side , i'll treat them like my brothers. But its impossible , just hope that in future when we go poly & got the fade to meet again. Well , now i can either pray hard for this miracle to happen or hope that 3.4 will be better when sch reopens.